Well, my conception of God hasn't directly been inspired by reading books on Mythology. I've been inspired by my soul's experiences that come up to breathe when I am focused. These experiences show me a very clear picture. It's an image of a young, blue girl with flowing blue hair that twists and extends infinitely. She is very playful and bursting with love and energy. She wants to love everything and everyone. She's very intimate and intense, but also extremely independent. She is tresss, the eternal life force. She is comprised of two very general 'sub-goddesses': the virgin and the whore. The virgin is focused, pure, and incorruptible. The whore loves all and is always full of desire and chaos. Together they create a balanced force. I am the virgin-whore paradox; I don't see a strict division between what is me, and her.