Almost two years after originally posting, I know that my answer for this question has changed. In fact, I don't really have an answer for this question because of my newly found relationships with many deities in and out of my self-proclaimed pantheon which may or may not be as accurate as I once believed.
From my small interaction with Cerridwen who found interest in me after my mentor and I grew closer all the way to the present where my roommates deity, Jesus is currently trying to guide me. I'm self-proclaimed pantheon is hellenic, although I've had very little interaction with any of the deities from within that pantheon if at all.
If I had to name any specific deity which I've turned to a lot recently it has to be the Moon better-known as the Goddess.
