I've tried to send a private message, but I am not figuring it out. So, I'll ask my question here, in open forum.
I feel drawn to the earth and the animals. I feel pulled and compelled to become closer to that. I am comfortable in sweat lodges and in the company of those who are clairvoyant. I am attracted to crystals, specifically Ruby Crystal. I am definitely ruled by the moon and affected by the ebb and flow of water. I am obsessed with "the 13 grandmothers" and places on the Earth that are sacred. I was born and now also live at the base of a mountain in Northern California that is known for being a sacred space and it feels significant. It has taken what seems a lifetime (quite literally) to understand what I inherently already know. It has taken the same amount of time to understand the phrase "storehouse of knowledge", which was given to me by a shaman about 16 years ago and I walked away from that because, I think, I was not ready. I feel ready now, and I am at a loss as to where to turn for guidance and direction. I know it will come to me, however; I don't know how to ask for assistance. Is there a prayer? Is there a meditation? How do I know I am on the right path? I trust my instincts, my intuition and the invisible angels I feel nearby. I am struggling to tap into this energy because I am over-thinking things and I have a tendency to "over share" once I get started.
