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arrowolf

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Hello all
« on: September 29, 2011, 09:09:32 PM »

Hello all, I am a male in my late thirties. I have been practicing on and off for roughly 17 years. I have leaned mostly to druidism. I have always had a problem with all the formalities of rituals. I have had dreams of myself in a past life as a druid. It always appeared to me that i was in training, but was treated it felt like an outcast even though it seemed i was regarded with high potential. It has taken till now for me to figure out what the problem was. I have been told that i put out a lot of energy, and doing most things come naturally without actually doing rituals like i have seen in books. Don't get me wrong, because i pay my respects just in my own way. There i believe is where the problem i faced in that past life, and now as i am unable to really pinpoint or do a formal practice comes in to play. You see i have known that my animal guide is a wolf. Until now i have never really payed attention to what that means. After finally doing some reading and putting two and two together it made since to me why i couldn't  really follow a set or formal practice. Even in my dreams i had about the pack, i never really felt like a part of it. I was always following a female white wolf. It was at those times i felt (in my dreams as well as when i awoke) to be at one with myself. Here recently i realized that i had indeed found my white wolf. In my understanding of that animal i found myself. My spirit has never felt more alive. At least once a week i have dream where as a wolf i am sitting on a ledge over looking a forest and i feel peace. To let you guys know i have done formal rituals, but always end up feeling uncomfortable. I always feel like my body has expanded, and my senses are very vivid. To the point that i can feel the pain of my surroundings. It is weird cause it is not the pain of a person. Not to mention the annoyance of those that liked holding hands with me and seemingly feed off of my energy so they could feel like they had taken a shot of caffeine. Another reason you could imagine why i like to do things in a way to me just feels natural. I do like to Astral travel. I meditate from time to time, and keep myself ground to mother earth. Well I guess that is it for now. I hope to grow even more with you all. May peace find you and the glow of happiness surround you.

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Re: Hello all
« Reply #1 on: September 29, 2011, 11:23:07 PM »

Greetings and welcome
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Re: Hello all
« Reply #2 on: October 01, 2011, 10:49:22 AM »

 Welcome arrowolf
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Re: Hello all
« Reply #3 on: October 02, 2011, 07:48:48 AM »

Welcome to TCC Arrowolf. Seem to me you are an empathic an instead of people you feel the earth. You should explore that some more. Try some dream therapy . Blessings
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« Reply #4 on: October 04, 2011, 05:58:31 AM »

A short film, involving lots of Druids, in a modern Urban Setting. Enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGDogIo8u34&feature=related
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