Hi Archer, welcome to TCC. I read through your intro and I find it a little disturbing that you should feel pushed out of your path. In fact that to me is a disgusting attitude. I understand you have taken an interest in Wicca, which is great, but is this merely because you feel rejected from Christianity? You are free to be a Christian no matter what your sexuality is, and those who say otherwise are not showing much of their own Christianity at all.
It might be a point worth considering; and bear in mind many people have successfully combined Christianity with Pagan beliefs, another option if you feel close to nature.